Should i say it?

Should I say it?

But then i guess its useless. when saying it, wont make people listen. But i gotta make it through, so that its understandable. BUT would it make people listen. I don't know. Then, should i say it? or should just not say it.

Sumtimes I wanna scream

Okey. Work has been climbing up my stress ladder. This week has been a real challenge for me. I haven't experienced any migraine attacks lately. BUT..i kinda got a migraine attack last wednesday or was it last wednesday. I kinda feel disappointed. But im happy. I thought my workload will lessen this week. but it kept piling up. I mean, at least, understand la my situation. I know you guys can squeeze whatever you can out of from me, it's my responsibility to work. BUT you have to understand jua kan. THINK! but hey...im not really venting out. but im just kinda disappointed.

Nevertheless, next week hopefully will be a better week for me. That my dear readers will be another post. :D

Opinions

People are allowed to have their own opinion. But it doesnt mean we have to voice it out loud right? OR we have the right to voice it out loud. For example, nowadays some people (or most) would voice it out through their own blogs. But does it mean, we have the right to lash out without even thinking about it first. Don't you think so? I sometime lash out for no reason. But does it give us or me the right to hurt other people with our writings. or even our words. IT doesn't. The social protocol requires us to be polite. But only to those who are equally polite to you. IS IT?. Do we have to be polite to those rude ones? For example. I'm not a stingy person with my smile. I smile all the time. IF you see me not smiling that means i'm really really sad. and sumthing serious is occupying my mind. HAha Alright i think this rambling has to stop. COS..im outta words. but it doesn't mean what i've written is totally crap. Ponder about it guys.

Opinions, some are best kept to ourselves. Opinions, some are best voiced out. Opinions, some are best to be discussed first. We're given brains, so don't always let our hearts conquer us. But we're also given hearts, so that when the time comes it's best to listen to our hearts.


lufias~

suara

love this song.
:D

Life sure is amazing.

I couldn't ask for more, for fear of becoming greedy. I am grateful, in fact, super grateful for what I have at the moment and enjoying every bit of it. Life is great. And thanking everyone for being amazing. :D.

Hmmm.

Actually im feeling down rite now. Plus the weather is freaking scary. It's raining heavily. Thunder and lightning.

Sigh.

Im really really feeling down.

Happy 25th Brunei!

This year marks the silver jubilee independence for my beloved country! Congratulations! and to all Bruneians, Happy 25th National Day!


:D
lufias

Choices Choices Choices

Before I have no choices.

Now I have several choices.

wanna know what choices I'm talking about?..

you'll have to wait for a few weeks. Because I'm not sure of the certainty of these choices yet. Hope things will be alright yea. Both choices are good. But it depends :D


So. I'll update you guys about this in a few weeks


take care
lufias

Work.

I'd be lying if I say I'm not tired from working. It's been only 4 days. Hey!! For the past 6 months I've been constantly waking up at least 3-4 hours later (around 10-11am) than now and sleep, well my sleeping pattern hasn't changed. I sleep around 1am - 3am. ahahha. well it's been fun. But i think i need to change that sleeping habit so that i can be more refreshed while working. and less tired at the end of the day. my working/office hours is 8.30am - 5.30pm. So i need sufficient time to recover ahahah.

So far. i'm loving the job. hehehe.

anyways. i gotta go now.

see ya.
thanks for the prayers (if you do pray for me eheh)
Lufias

February

January 2009 passed just like that. with a couple of interviews. And now, it turns out February is my month. I am official un-unemployed...or im now employed. AHhah I have a job. Not a government one. But one of auditing firms in Brunei. :D I took auditing in Uni, so i kinda have a lil bit of 'theoretical background' of auditing. But practical wise? I still need to be exposed to that.

Well IT's GOOD TO BE EMPLOYED!...:D