Home is where I belong

phew!...

it's been great..it's been a great week for me!

eheheh

Sheffield, London ----> and finally Brunei!

nothing beats home...yea nothing beats home! home sweet home...

i miss blogging so much that's why I asked my bro to buy me a dial up card...hehhe

however i won't be able to properly blog for a while..cos i cant seem to put my mind and heart into it yet...*sigh*

but i miss putting up my words, thoughts and how i felt in here so...

i'll just be quick about it

...arrived in Brunei on the 15th June...i wanted to keep it a secret but i couldn't bear keeping it secret from 'all' of my family..this include my grandparents down to the last and youngest cousins...(alright some weren't there to pick me up at the airport..but who cares...i love em all!!)

after that they escorted me back to my palace (notice the overly exaggerated words - hehehe) hehehe hey! i'm happy wat...gimme a break..! ahah :D

yeap arrived home, had a little gathering, and the FOOD! it was delicious..some were cooked by my mum, some by my grandma and various other types of my fav dishes were cooked by my aunts...i felts so much loved on that day..tho i was tired!! ehehe but i had fun on that day!

apart from that much FOOD..i had another surprise coming up for me...ehehhe even my parents didn't know about it!

my grandparents gave me surprise birthday celebration (belated)...but still it was sweet of them!!! ahahha my day was complete that day..all the ones that i care and love so much was there under one roof! (not all...but most of them) ehhehe

okay...


i wanna rest now.. :D

but i will be back with more..and frequently..so in advance i apologise for my lack of writing but rest assured that i will not give up on this blog! ehehhe


see ya all dudes and dudettes!

For the time being...

-not a proper blog writing below-
writer's block is on full
physically tired/strings pulled very tight/mentally exhausted

just have to write some stuff for the time being

exam's over! - Alhamdulillah!
Praise be to God Almighty!

packing - DONE...Alhamdulillah!

Moving stuff to the new house was smooth albeit very tiring! VERY TIRING!! Had to make six plus trips (tram rides plus lugging luggages up two hills!!) this took around 12 hours - from 11am till 11pm! it was very tiring! (how many times have I said that?) it WAS!

tip for those who wants to move house - NEVER EVER DO THE ABOVE! unless you have the energy of ten elephants!

but it was do-able (does this mean I have the energy of ten elephants, hehe)...i did it..so can you!..ehehe but for your own sake...if you don't wanna feel tired - don't do what i did. :D

nothing to be done anymore, just trying to fill up the extra time before going home. I'm excited - but at the same time nervous...hahaha but mostly HAPPY!!! hahah can't wait...can't wait...can't wait!!

just waiting to go to London tomorrow. hang out with Vi there and just relax! gotta look good...for home! hehehe

hmmm

so far I think that's all I can muster...

at least IM GOING HOME

soon i will be on another hiatus
(gotta get away from laptops and live the real world)

ahahha - i do live in the real world..but i gotta get in touch with my suppressed passion!
(this means going out, eat at restaurants, enjoy food, watch movies, looking good, spend money, hang out with friends, looking good, hang out with family, catch time with my best-friends, look good some more...and basically stuff that i used to do back at home...)

ahha and keep in touch with those people whom I care (family, best friends and friends)... :D

bye bye Havelock Street
bye bye Sheffield
bye bye UK - til' September

ehehehe

Here I come HOME!!!
here I come!!!




p/s: living in the UK has taught me more about independence and to think more about stuff - how to be happy when you're away from friends...anyways..this isn't a problem I'm always happy! ehehe) <-- just rambling! IGNORE!

Heart Touching

It's never too late...








...until they're gone

-mizah thanks for showing the video after dinner and i thought of sharing it with others who happen to browse my blog-


(if the copyright owner wishes for this video to be removed,
please contact me and i will gladly oblige)

and my heartfelt condolences go to Dani (for the loss of your dear father) and the late Uncle Shah's family at 19 Havelock (just next door) who passed away today. Al-Fatihah - May God rests and blesses their souls - Amin!

would i?

It's been nagging me like a splinter of wood in my skin...

No I would not use my best-friends!!!

I sincerely become friends with them and why would I use them?...

yea I used them on several occasions..but only to motivate me...share stuff with them, share laughter, share my happiness, and sometimes, use their shoulders when I need it badly to cry...other than that I enjoy their sincerity and honesty and company.

But NEVER as connection...like for example, to get me jobs, to get me special treatment...or anything materialistic...

(if u do still think it...better re-think. I hate to repeat myself over and over again since 1997)

High-school was sweet! and my best-friends helped me through it and made it sweeter..as well as the rest of my batch (i guess there were around 100 of us - the 1997 batch of MS students...) who made my memories even more sweeter and with a bit of salt and chilli sauce...but it was all in all one the best phases of my life...aaaah...life was so innocent back then...

so yea...I DON'T become friends for what my friends are...I became friends with them for their sincerity to become friends with me...for their personality and attitude...and some people refuse to understand this and I'll let them be...at times (such as this) I do need to NOT LET IT BE...

Okay, I think that's all. After all you sometimes gotta get into other people's shoes to clearly understand the situation. People can say what they want to say...but the most important thing is, what you know about yourself and some people just say it for the sake of saying it...BAKA! hehehe oops..didn't mean to say that word!

my energy level is up now...but posting of York will take quite a while to be finished...I haven't got the mood to write about it now :D

cheers...

Pick me Up...

I am super tired!

:)

will be
updating
soon...

for now i just need to sleep away all exhaustion :)

pick me up!!
(on the way home from Sheffield Station...in the tram) eheheh

signing off now...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Exams, Catching Trains, Shopping...

Hiya!!

I did my second paper today around 9am - kinda not slept the whole day (with sparse sleep thrown in) ...MGT227 Issues in Corporate Governance..answered two questions as instructed...chose the Governance Role of Executive Remunerations and the Role of Takeovers in Corporate Governace questions eheheh..i felt really really happy that these two were in the five choices of questions given (i kinda revised intensively on these two ahhah)...

well my day started really really early!! didn't sleep properly the whole thursday (a habit of mind is to cramp everything in one night eventhough i have studied the whole week..i just won't take the chance...ehhhe anyways...i know..i know its definitely not healthy..but..i dont know there's no but, IT'S NOT HEALTHY)

I got ready at around 7.00am, showered for about 20 minutes (sometimes i counted how long i spent in the shower heheh). Got dressed..packed lightly for York (after some light persuasion from Mizah and Fish, i was 'persuaded to go visit York) heheh got everything ready - notes and everything..

pens - checked!
student card - checked!
wallet - checked!
mobile phones - checked!

...drank some water (i rarely eat breakfast so early in the morning...ehheh) chatted with Rudy (mai's sweetheart who just flew from Brunei to accompany her move house and fly back to Brunei - sweeeet!) ...

then I left the house to Goodwin sport centre, where my paper was..it was a good 5-10minute walk of uphill and downhill from my house..

Met Savvas (a friend from Cyprus) and complained about how I was not feeling ready for the paper. Gave up on revising then went in to the exam hall - the paper started at 9am and finished at 11am..but i left around 10 minutes before 11am...Met Savvas on the way home and Oliver (a friend from Australia) caught up with us. Half way we said our goodbyes since we might never be seeing each other ever again (since he's going back to Australia for good)...it's weird, i mean in this world you meet and make friends and sometimes you part with them without even knowing when you will ever meet them again..i have lots of these encounters...but i'm glad i met them and glad to know that somewhere someone in this world used to know you...the world is big wat!! hehe

after that i went home..since my train bound for York was not until 1.21pm...

(yawn...it's late and i'm nearly nearly burnt out...i guess i'll leave you guys/girls with that line..hehehe see ya next time)

eheheh

Sheffield - York

Ahahah...i'm in york! ehehheh using mizah's laptop, while the girls are preparing dinner - mizah's sister will be cooking nasi ayam! nyum nyum! hehehe...

the story before this? i will update later or tomorrow..enough to know that i am in York! eheheh