Im used to it...

Have u ever wondered why ppl are self centered? maybe its because there are some psyschological explanations to it...

Have u ever wondered why we're born to this world? maybe we're just a part of the big design...who knows..mebe its fate! maybe!...i dont know!

Im used to having to ponder these mundane questions in my head and answering them...but somehow it doesnt make sense the longer i dwell in it...lets just say im used to having thoughts to this and that and answering them myself..sometimes i found the answer to be ridiculously easy and sumtimes its just there! right in front of us...

Life is a big big big big big HUMONGOUS pot...hahaha i guess {",

we just have to add spices or flavours (even the artificial ones) to enjoy it...

Too many a times i have said to myself and reassured to myself that im satisfied with my life, but somehow there's just something that's missing...maybe i just need to add some more spices? yea maybe i should! make it extra hot? extra sweet? herbal?...

But so far...i am enjoying life as it is...and until recently stephanie, a dear fren of mine, texted me about how we've known each other for a decade already...and it suddenly clicked to me that i have met wondrous, amazing ppl that i've grown fond of, regardless of whether i know the real them or not, the fact is that i've grown from a boy who doesnt know a thing about the world to what i am now, knowing wat lies behind every rose-tinted glasses...so...

i might for some reasons take life far too seriously to be enjoying it...and sumtimes i tend to be more reserved than others...often times, i go crazy like others! but not to contradict wat i've said earlier about enjoying life...well i do...its just that im sometimes more serious..so..the paradox here is how can a serious person be enjoying life?...? ehhhe

2 more weeks before exam!

need..


to...


study...



by the end of this exam i will look like a zombied panda! ahahah


-enjoy life the way u want it!-