To wrap things up

Hi people. :)

It's been two months since I've started blogging. Nothing much happens...basically the content of my blogging has changed from daily happenings in my house in Havelock Street - which seems to revolve around my housemates and yours truly - to something more random which is in accordance to my mood. It used to be things that happen day in and day out. Used to be lots of stuff that we said and stuff that we did together. Well I don't put that a lot anymore in my ramblings just ramblings that seems to be cloud my mood :)

Why?

Well. I'm not so sure myself. :). It's not like I don't want to put it in anymore - it's just that I don't want my blog to be centered around it anymore. I will occasionally put some selective moments but not on a daily basis. :)

'nuff about it...hehehe

..just yesterday we went to WAR! We had paintball tourney in Wolverhampton. We came short of the first place! WAYYYYYYYY over the hill and mountains and across the seven seas past the first place..but what's most important to me and most of us were that we had lots of fun. Sure enough we want to win...but heck...the fun factor is much better. Lots of memories and funny moments to be remembered and not to mention bruises! ahaha Can't wait to go for the tourney again next year.


Oh hey...I wanna wish my beloved country Happy 23rd National Day! To all Bruneians - Happy 23rd National Day. Don't forget who you are and do what's best for our country. It's the only one we have and it needs us to make go a long way in the future.

I am totally out of words to put it and I might as well kill this post with a bye..and see ya around

and here's a video clip for you all.



and you all should know that what goes around...
comes around..FULL BLAST :)

Words for the soul

"A great civilization is not conquered from without until it has destroyed itself from within"

W. Durant

Nothing-ness

-warning-
extreme content of extreme ramblings
do not proceed unless you are in the state of extreme good mood
these ramblings are not associated neither to those who are living nor to those who are dying/dead

okay...you've been warned

I could be blatant about it..but what would I get from being so blatant about it?

Humans are ticking time bombs of emotions...Emotions that could explode or implode. I'd rather it to implode than explode. Either way it wont matter, except that exploding would only result in the unnecessary awkwardness.

For one thing, I'm not that keen on having to explain why I think so..and why I don't think so. Every other time, a cave in the corner of my mind will appear and there I will try to sort things out.

When this happen, gone are the ones who understand you and gone are the ones that used to be good. Men are egoistical creatures, women are sometimes difficult to figure out. Each are perfect for whatever flaws they have. Understanding is part of the solution. But choosing to do this is not the popular choice. Emotions are not that hard to control but you gotta admit that its difficult to understand. Maybe this is why most of us think that we cannot control our emotions. But in fact, its because we do not understand it that made us lose control of it.

Some chose to be lost in their emotions. Some chose to feed it with anger. Some chose to shut the door of their open hearts and some even try extreme measures of trying to cease existing. Some chose to be a hypocrite. Some chose to be selfish. In the end...its an act of individualism. Why then we chose to lose our heads when everything gets a bit sketchy at the edges. Why then everyone thought that they are the center of the universe. Why then do we always resort to this awkwardness than just let it be. Give time to those who needs time...and space to those who needs the space. After all not everyone is the same.

The harsh reality is no matter what people try to do to please others is just not enough with that effort of trying. When people are not trying its even worse. When people try, its not enough, there has got to be more than just try. And some would be selfish enough to ask for more.

Tis' the age of the hands that receive is much better than the hands that give.

-end-
well i told u so!

Letto - Ruang Rindu

a good song...i'm into indonesian songs..

I dont think its fair

-me and miao-

Miao: Wassup?
Me: I dunno...life is..

Miao: there ya go again...
Me: Yea i know..life is just not 'just'..its unfair..!

Miao: C'mon, you actually think its fair?
Me: Well i think so...that's what i thought...

Miao: Foolish! Nothing is fair...you gotta do what you always do..and do your best, so that you won't get sucked in the evil of things.
Me: You think so? I suppose I could do that. Well i just hope there are more honesty in people and less games...

Miao: You wish! there's no hope in this world..there's nothing left! Be evil! Be sneaky if needs be!
Me: ....silence....

Miao: Well, don't give up...it won't matter that much..you've got what you wanted and needed. No one cares..why should you!
Me: sigh

Miao: Cheer up...just think positive. Everything is a joke..you know that!
Me: Life sucks!

Miao: Thats the spirit! Now can you open the window so I can eat those stupid pigeons...


-miao is a cat that roams around Havelock street...she's a cute cat and we all love her. :)

Killing me softly...original version

Killing Me Softly With His Song

i was browsing the net..and i found this..ehehhe i think the original version is quite soothing
(this one)

Fugees - Killing Me Softly

the above one...is a much more later version..but the beat is good... :)

Snow

8 o'clock in the morning...
i was still in my bed sleeping
i didnt realise outside was snowing
until i heard some whispering
then yelling it was snowing
woke up from my dreaming
and outside i was going
to find out it was really snowing

it was snowing OUTSIDE..ehehhe and we all went crazy
:)
played outside til 10 o'clock..imagine how cold it was!
hahaha i guess that's it..

SNOW!!!!

and i wasnt successful to make my own snowman.

;p

Lion sleeps tonight...

Mizah showed me this, and i thought i'd share it with all of yous... :)

say it...dont shout...

The world is much better if you got to say it right :)

Lets see...

Well...it's been a long i haven't updated this blog...in fact..im feeling guilty as to why i had not updated this blog...

reasons? excuses? definitely there are many of these to save me from feeling guilty..but i wont do that...making excuses is just part of escaping what you're capable of doing but chose not to do it ...more or less its like procrastinating...u can do it now..but u chose to do it later..the bottom line is I am sorry...there is a saying that goes like -only with acceptance that you can truly forgive...or something that goes like that...ahhaha did i just made that up...i don't know.

Currently i just got back from a lecture...it was good..you see i have this two choices of courses to decide which one i am supposed to take..one is Asset pricing and the other Corporate Governance..but i am leaning more towards Corporate governance, the likelihood of me taking this course this semester is quite high..cos i can relate to what the lecturer said...ehehe...and it interests me. On the other hand, Asset pricing is totally new to me..though i did take a somewhat introductory course which preceded this one, only thing is...the calculation and the first lecture i attended didn't really come through my thick skull...hence, its concluded that i will take the former course - corporate governance :)

I just have to endure the grueling tasks of reading lots and lots and lots and lost of journal articles and doing lots and lots and lots of researches...well i guess i can manage that..provided that i take my time and manage it properly...

:)

housemates? they're all fine..we're hanging! ahaha not like monkeys...but yeah...we're all fine.
i am addicted to Cluedo (boardgame ahah) after a few times playing it..and i guess i like playing it..but not so much now..cos i have other things to do...but if someone wants to play it..i guess i can make myself free :) ....

its baffling that its almost the end of winter and spring is in the air..and i can see flowers blooming but the weather is bloody cold!...especially in the attic....in fact this morning lei told me as i walked up to my room that you can see puff of condense air coming out from our mouths if we're in our rooms...its THAT cold! hahaha and I BLAME THIS ON GLOBAL WARMING..! hahaha and pollution or whichever! because its causing all this nonsense like Heat waves, ice melting in the poles...yada yada yada...im not well informed about the environment but i do know a bit to blame these things ehehhe (i apologized if im blindedly accusing these things...or nonchalantly just point my fingers to stuff that im not quite sure...i stand corrected and always will be) :)

and im not looking forward to sleeping in my bed each night! cause my bed and my pillows (and all that comes in between, duvet bla bla bla etc) are cold! its as if they had been put in the freezer! ahaha and it took me quite a while to warm it...( :( ) but i guess im lucky to have a room and a bed and pillows (and watever else i have on my bed)..

well guys..i guess i have to put my 'pen' down now..and i'll try to write again..if not soon..it'll be later..so dont worry i wont abandon this blog..

:)