Easter holidays are over. In fact it's been over for almost a week already. The second half of the semester started on Monday and from then on we've been waking up super early in the morning (compared to when we're on holiday). Hehehe waking up at 7 or 8 in the morning is considered to be very early for me. SERIOUSLY...
And tonight, considering that tomorrow is the weekend, I CAN'T SLEEP. I mean I kinda want to stock up on my sleep since I won't be getting much of it next week and the week after. But also I'm suspecting that I'm kinda worried on so many things at the moment.
First and foremost is my studies. I think April will be a killer month. Since I have sorta 3 assignments due this month. The first is due next week. It's my Auditing module. So far it's straight forward nothing to worry about, I've got the content and enough information to get it right. However I can't get it started. I've got 6 days to do it. Heck! I've done assignments in less time than this (hahah). Still, I've got to get it done, PREFERABLY THIS WEEKEND and hand it early, on MONDAY?..hehhe I'll try! BANZAIiIII!
The second assignment is kinda okay. I haven't prepared for it. It's a test and constitute around 25% of the course. This is tax. I'm not too worried about it too...but there's always the question of time and trying to understand and remember the facts.
The third assignment is worrisome. Even after the tutorial that was supposed to help me and the rest to understand it and give us guidance on how to approach I can't seem to understand it. I just nod and smile and put this all knowing look this morning!. The lecturer weren't helpful either, though he did put a lot of effort. *sigh*....But I think I'll get it done.
Apart from studies...I'm actually not really worried about anything else. Everyone back home is alright. Except for my grandparents, they were kinda not feeling well and my grandpa was hospitalized for a few nights. The last time I called my mum and grandma (on her cellphone! wah!! techno-granny hehehe), they assured me everyone is fine. So yeah...everything is fine.
I JUST CAN'T SLEEP. Maybe the cadbury chocolate bar I ate that's keeping me up!. I'm listening to various music and songs at the moment - mostly not so new songs, some of it are malay, some Japanese, a couple of English songs, some indonesians...only those that i deem worthy to be heard by me (HAHHAHA). Let's talk about my music preference. I have no music(al) preferences whatsoever. But I just can't bring myself to listen to the current era of English and some Malays/Asian songs anymore. I think they lack the art content and basically they're crappier than they used to be (sorry for the generalization...it's just not good anymore). OR I'm getting older. BUT BASICALLY I THINK THEY'RE CRAPPIER than it used be (sorry :D)! There are some exceptions to some current singers but not all and only a few that catches the attention of my supersonic ears. :D once again no offence. I was listening to a medley performed by Siti Nurhaliza and Fazli Zainal, it's actually a cover of old songs - the titles were Itulah Sayang (That's Love), Semalam ku bermimpi (I Dreamt) and Saat Bahagia (Joyous Moments??!). Well the translations are kinda direct but I think you get my drift. After listening to this medley, the lyrics really meant something to the lyricists or the ones who thought of it. The meaning were there. It's an easy listen. I can feel that they were really into it. And it's true, I've watched documentaries about how the artists back in the old days dedicated their lives to entertaining and not in it for the fame or the money!. I think comparing the olden days and now is not fair - since I agree MONEY is everything. But I still like the idea of not being governed by money or motivated by money.
Hehhe...there's my two piece about music. It's been a long time I haven't let out my real feelings here. I've been bottling some serious thoughts.
Like I can be a billionaire but I just haven't got enough zeros in my account to make that amount.
Like I wanna complain a lot. BUT I don't want to complain a lot. I think I'd rather figure the 'why' first and not blame others for it. After all the source might be myself. Furthermore, I'll end up becoming a whiner! Which will be hypocritical of me..cos I HATE WHINERS! La la la la hahaha I still dislike hypocrites. But overgeneralising is bad. Not all hypocrites are bad..they just need to accept who they are and realise what they're doing either by self-enlightenment or being told by people that they are a hypocrite.
Plus I wanna hang out with the old crowd again. Like I miss the touch of the warmth of the sun in Brunei on my skin.
Like I can't wait to go back home and how much I miss my room and my bed. OH yea..on the bed thingy...I think i'm cursed with bed, i mean the mattresses here in the UK. My current mattress is so springy! Not good springy but BAD SPRINGY!..I CAN FEEL THE DAMN SPRINGS POKING MY BACK...well i got no right to complain though, cause I can easily ask the landlord to replace it. But what the heck only a few months left and I can't be bothered to ask. But I do like my bed in the Plaza Athenee even though I slept on it for two nights only :D
Oh! I miss Paris so much. The experience was great. Oh let's talk about Paris in BRIEF...
I spent 4 nights there and 4 days? We visited 'THE' must to visit in Paris. Well not all...but the main ones. We went to the Louvre - well I think I'm not that much of an art person or at least I'm not into those paintings depicting angels, naked babies suckling on their mothers' 'you-know-whats' and semi nude male paintings..come to think of it, i was there just to see the Monalisa. It's quite okay. Well, you heard so much about it and seen it on TV and I think it's worth it.
We also went to Disneyland...well the weather was REALLY COLD! I suggest if you want a comfortable visit to Paris DO IT IN SUMMER! At least it's hot and not FREEZING COLD!...But Disneyland was fun...I get to see all the Disney characters that most kids my age back in the late 80's and early 90's are familiar with.
Also we went to go and see Arc De Triomphe. HUGE ARCH!! That's all I can say ehhehe
And the pinnacle of my trip to Paris was climbing the stairs of Eiffel Tower. But I seriously suggest if you wanna go up the Eiffel Tower in SUMMER to just take the lift. YOU DONT WANT TO BE SWEATING A LIKE pig. If you wanna take the stairs then do it in Easter...cos i think the weather is cold enough so that you won't be perspiring so much.
there's my bed!!! eheheh it's so huge and ultra comfortable! I think you can't really tell the size of that bed but believe me it's huge! and one other thing. I took it with self timer ahahha
The room...ahhh I miss it! ahahah
The bathroom! Exquisite...ahaha
I think you can read that sign...:D It'll be redundant if typed it. ;)
Inside the Louvre..
Inside the Louvre
Disneyland...
Well that's it...I am not sleepy yet...but i think that's enough blogging for me today. And for you...well thanks for reading it :D
xxx
Lufias
