Home is getting closer!

After a few months 'hidup merantau' (living overseas la) heheh finally we're down to a first 'last' month in the UK. (yes, we have to come back in September for our final year). Nothing much has happened..except that we have to finish torrents of assignments (As usual we're the last minute type students) but im kinda proud of myself (ehhehe wont hurt right to be proud of yourself) that i finished it a lil bit early than usual :) - hmmm just in time..eheh

I have to admit that I'm into one of Malaysia's reality TV show...Akademi Fantasia (it's season five now) and believe it or not..this is the first time i follow its development and I'm kinda immersed with the student's personality and i even have a few favorites amongst them...okay..one of favorites was voted out (not enough votes) last night...so it kinda suck...but i still have two of 'em so i still have the spirit to watch the show and show my support for these two...it's weird i never actually cared about this programme before...ahahha maybe its because i have free time and then it's the only show that's closely related to home..so i just watched it (by that i mean, downloaded it) and guess what..i got hooked on it..i even planned to watch their concert if they're coming to brunei (as i said..this is not the kind of me i'm used to).

enough about that...moving on! I created a group in facebook called "Lakastah bekurapak bahasa melayu Brunei" - roughly translated lets talk Bruneian malay...my objective at the starting point was just to create a group with catchy name..but soon after i realised it...i need to develop the group in order to appreciate our mother tongue (even though i am using it here...in my own blog..doesn't mean i don't want to use it) I'm proud of my mother tongue and it's cool! and i hope that group will flourish...so far (at current time of writing this post) i have 80 members since last monday..not bad!.. ehhehe so if you're bruneian..or any malays for that matter please join that group or have a lookie-through.. :)

and today 6th may 2007 is a birthday of my housemate - Hjh Mailiza..Happy birthday! god bless you always...and be happy throughout your life..

and TODAY!!! 6th May 2007 i received a blogspot link!! guess who its from!! - its from my dear Hamizah...or Mizah..remember her? i mentioned her quite often in the early days of my blogging here...yeah..that's her..oh yea..im excited cos she's the proud owner of "From the thoughts of a girl"blog - a newly launched blog authored by her!! here's the link. enjoy it..the blog is hers and it kinda reminds me of her..she likes pink! ehhe you'll get what i mean once you read her blog..its refreshing and she's very determined once she sets her mind to something..so is it worth it to read her blog? Definitely..all blogs are worth the read...why? People put their hearts in it! and furthermore she's the first blog that link my blog!!!! how coool is that and how thoughtful!! siok eh! after this i might get even lots of readers hahahah good luck and all the best to you miz...you'll at least have me to be your reader! :)

okay..im still in bed, its sunday and im still in bed..why? i dont know...my laptop you say? how did i update my blog if im still in bed you say? its cos im in bed lying on it and typing on my laptop..hehe yea im lazy..but im entitled to it..since tomorrow will definitely be a start of my battles with examination...exam starts on 24th May...two days before my birthday!!! how sad!! hehe no worries..its okay...i'll survive..the greatest gift i got was from me!! a two way ticket from london-brunei-london..yea..nothing trumps going home!! heheh no la..birthday presents will also be greatest gifts..ehhe hint HINT HINT HINT!!!!!!!!!! ehhehe


alright guys..i'll be off now..i wanna eat breakfast..sadly no one is preparing me breakfast in bed! hahha see ya around and read mizah's blog...and Happy birthday to Mai...good luck to DAFI MILA and SHAWAL of akademi fantasia 5..

Reminisce

Hi...i was just browsing my old friendster blog...and i thought i would like to share this. A previous creation of my mind. I would be a fool to admit it's got nothing to do with me..but hey...it's my past that shaped who i am now. Now I'm shaping myself for the future..eheheh here ya go (it's a bit mushy-mushy...heheh):

"Love...a lost illusion"

all these while I've been busy searching for love...all these years I've been busy searching for the right one...

when i did find love...when i did find the right one...

i realised...

it's just an illusion...

No matter how hard I tried to make it otherwise, it comes back to me in shattered pieces...

No matter how hard I tried to hold on to you, I ended up losing you...

No matter how hard I tried to be strong, I ended up losing the strength to carry on...

Indeed...Love...a lost illusion...

that i could never make into a reality...

-lufias265-

Slow like a solar powered calculator on a cloudy day

Slow like a solar powered calculator on a cloudy day

Another Rambling...

Please la...don't be a hypocrite! why? 'Cause I hate it...hate might be a strong word, but i really really don't like it. Anger? Yea, I am angered. Why? Because I am an observer and I know what ticked me off and not. What tick me off are not impulsive, it's been brewed over time to give you a good taste, but in my case - anger. That's how I manage my anger. Brew it. Then someone just might be lucky enough to shake it. Hopefully I won't explode. That brings me to another thing, I rarely explode, on occasion I only exploded a few times in my life (as far as I can remember). I only implode or vent it off by giving myself some 'me' time doing stuff that I know will make me very calm. The bad thing about imploding is that the remnants of the implosion still linger. Like a splinter of wood in your finger. You need to get it out. But the thing is, I rather implode than cause the unnecessary awkwardness. People can see my facial expression quite clearly, they can read me like a book, which I can say for sure is true most of the time. I'm never good at keeping it not opaque, no matter how I tried to fool myself and the rest, my facial expression will somehow betray me...

why bother!

sgtrane mnid

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.


i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs pelase cmomnet bleow.

Now people live longer than they used to be

I guess so.

I wrote this down while listening to my lecturer. He was talking about pension funds (financial management stuff). He was explaining that companies nowadays are not really keen on having pension funds as part of their portfolio - since people live longer than they used to be (meaning that companies will have to pay more for people who used to work with them much longer than they expect to). Somewhere along this line...I wasn't really paying attention today, because

Reason #1 : The lecture started with guest speakers all from the same company (Company XYZ - I don't want to specifically mention the name of the company). The first speaker a youngish one 30-45ish, started off introducing his colleagues...basically that was what he did - But I couldn't really get what he said, because only (and I am assuming) the front row students and himself could listen and hear what he's got to say. Then his colleague, continued. Even worst! I can't even hear him, and what he said bounced off from my head or like water passing through a sieve, and again, only him and the front row students could hear what he's got to say. Mind you, my friends and I were sitting around 4 rows behind the first row...I only can imagine what the back row students were hearing...

Reason #2 : I was bored! Slept the first few minutes of the second half of the 'real' lecture.

ehhehe that was it.

Now people live longer than they used to be, and I think this is particularly true. People do live longer now. Reasons? People are living a healthy lifestyle. Less war (except those who are unfortunate enough, I don't want to get political here, so you guys may search the net and find out about war-mongering countries).

I will follow up on this post. But I am not sure when. I think it is an interesting topic (in my opinion). So stay tuned.

Currently I'm addicted to AF5 (akademi fantasia). I was never a big fan of it back home, but now I seem to follow its development. ahahha Alright dudes and dudettes...I gotta go do my work.

oh oh...I'm playing Final Fantasy 12! love the game!

Horrible-ness

I was bored so i took this picture of mine...

It was a hot day (sunny, 21 Degrees celsius), seriously...it was kinda hot..i felt hot! ahhaha, and today is the last day of Easter :(

here's my pic...i was bored! and feeling a lil bit more crazy!

Trying to cheer myself up

IF women controlled the world (who's to say that they're not at the moment?) hehehe

Disclaimer: All photos shown below have been distributed via e-mails, I simply took a step further by re-producing it in my blog. If any parties would like me to take it down of this post, please do so by asking me (believe me, the last thing I want is a lawsuit!!) ehhehe

Warning: Girls and women out there, I have nothing to say here, but enjoy. Please don't feel offended by the photos. If you do, apologies will be given.

Anything else? well enjoy!

The tale of Friday the 13th

HAhahhahahahahha

i think its true! friday the 13th is bad luck! why? why did i contradict myself (I did write something about Friday the 13th previously, same day)?

because of this

and this

and because it happened today...I kinda slept on it! hehe I was taking a nap...and unfortunately i didn't realise it until it was TOOOOOOOO LATE!! ARGHHH what bad luck...and this is not the first time I broke it. It happened also when I first bought it, barely a week I have it, I freaking STEPPED ON IT!! that was foolish...

Freaky Friday the 13th! *sigh*....

Me, My intact glasses and Stephy.... :( now I am sad...

Paraskavedekatriaphobia!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia

Friday the 13th -
is a Friday which falls on the 13th of any months (i.e January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October, November and December), therefore any Friday that falls on the 13th of any month is called Friday the 13th (seriously!! it's called that!! DOH!!), and also if the circumstances are correct, the chances of it falling on any given month is 1/30 or 1/31...and in a year 12/365 eheheheh but this is just a wise guess...in fact i might be wrong!

Lufias265: Why are people hyped up about this day?

Wikipedia: A Friday occurring on the 13th day of any month is considered to be a day of bad luck in English, German, Polish and Portuguese-speaking cultures around the globe!

Lufias265: Why are some Asians hyped up about this day when in fact they're not from the above mentioned cultures?

Lufidia265 (ehhehe): I dunno! Cos of westernization? Anyways, Asian-cultures have lots of scary things compared to the above mentioned cultures..so why bother to be hyped about it..In my opinion it's just westernization or a severe case of wannabes ehehhe

For more information go to Wikipedia.