Positive Negative

-do not proceed if you're already in a bad mood, extreme mood spoiler!-

I have been thinking and pondering (aren't they the same?? - whatever la!) about how much work i have done...NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE! aside from assignments (these doesn't count!) hahaha I have done zero. nothing! kaput!

there's so much positive energy and at the same time negative energy flowing into and out of me...it's a bad mix..i feel unearthed..i feel violated..i feel like i'm in the middle of something that's tearing me up..*sigh*...i prefer positive energy...but these negative energies are just there waiting to discharge these positive energy i have accumulated earlier this week..aiya!!! i feel unnaturally mad! and at the same time the positive energy is trying to pull me away from being destructive! i don't know! arghghgh!

okay! i better stop!

sorry people! excuse me yea..


SIGH!!!!