Examination month...

why does it have to be in may??? why why why? ehhehe i'm bitter because on my birthday i'll be doing revision! haiyo! how? what to do? i dont know! nevermind study more important i suppose..hhe

my exams are on:

24th May 2007 :
MGT213 - Issues in Financial Management

26th May 2007:
12.00midnight : My 23rd Birthday...huhuuuhuhuwarghghhg - it's small cause i dont feel like celebrating :(

1st June 2007:
MGT227 - Issues in Corporate Governance

7th June 2007:
MGT225 - Financial Accounting

Good luck everyone...and happy revising...and to my housemates and the rest of my batch from brunei...good luck on monday! your first exam eheheh

Stomach ache...

Err..does your stomach hurt?

why...?

um...your face looked like it did...

err..I smiled

yea you did...

smiled..yea you smiled...

errr...ghh

......

:)

Positive Negative

-do not proceed if you're already in a bad mood, extreme mood spoiler!-

I have been thinking and pondering (aren't they the same?? - whatever la!) about how much work i have done...NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE! aside from assignments (these doesn't count!) hahaha I have done zero. nothing! kaput!

there's so much positive energy and at the same time negative energy flowing into and out of me...it's a bad mix..i feel unearthed..i feel violated..i feel like i'm in the middle of something that's tearing me up..*sigh*...i prefer positive energy...but these negative energies are just there waiting to discharge these positive energy i have accumulated earlier this week..aiya!!! i feel unnaturally mad! and at the same time the positive energy is trying to pull me away from being destructive! i don't know! arghghgh!

okay! i better stop!

sorry people! excuse me yea..


SIGH!!!!

Lecture cancelled!

Once in a while people (and by that i mean me) hehehe, will be motivated to go to an early class - which meant i have to wake up early...around 7-8ish...just to catch the 9 o'clock lecture. Well, luckily today is that day! i was motivated to finish the last class for this semester! you see my friends and i are only left with this one lecture..we've gone for the last of our two lectures - Issues in Financial Management (for us) and Issues in Corporate Governance (for me) and Capital Asset Pricing course-module-thingy (for them) i think last week or the week before last. but this module Financial Accounting...has taken quite some time to finish...supposedly today is the last day for this lecture and then we can kick off with our revisions (*revisions!! are you kidding me! ahah) but the lecturer who's supposed to lecture (a guest lecturer) didn't turn up! and our usual lecturer assigned next thursday as a replacement lecture! (Sigh!)...

oh yeah, i think i kinda made up my mind about what modules i will be taking for the next autumn and spring semesters , apart from the core modules: Case studies in Accounting, Financial Reporting Theory and Advances in Financial Accounting...i will also take (maybe, not yet confirmed) public sector accounting and financial management, auditing and international business...ehhehe

okay i guess that's it for today...

oh azmi..get well soon! eat fruits..and healthy stuff...hahaha

and happy birthday to zuraime waqiyuddin ahahah if you're reading this dude..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Home is definitely getting closer...

Okay...I admit, I can't wait for the summer vacation and feel the warm breeze of home. Sucks! Just a few more weeks then I'll be flying off to BRUNEI!!!

Anyways..today, after a certain degree of influence by my shopaholic (is this how u spell it?) friends..eheh i got myself a new phone! A NEW PHONE!!!! How crazy can I get? How impulsive can I BE? Nope..its worth it! A new Phone? hehe nope..its not the phone I put in the things I wanna buy..ehhe its N95! yeay...well i announced this interest to my friends around April..and i couldn't believe I'm actually the proud owner of this gadget! this phone...it's a pc. it' Its an MP3 Player. It's a media player...it's a GPS!! It's five megapixel (the camera pixels)...now...what do i do with it? USE IT LA..ahah of course i'm gonna use..and what do i do with my other phones..still use it la..actually my nokia 3660 is about to not work...so it doesnt count..my W700i, hmm i'm planning to give it to one of my brothers or my mom, i haven't decided who to give it to yet...and my K800i, well i will definitely use it...it's good!! it's one of the best...ehhehe so..yea i have a bit of shopping addiction in me..but hey..it's good therapy! holding back will make me bitter..sooner or later i know i am gonna get it...i was also taking advantage of the fact that my price plan is for 12 months and since i'm going to graduate next june/july 2008...well i wont have to worry about outstanding bills or bills to pay once i'm back for good in brunei...heehe it's a perfect idea for a perfect phone for someone like me...(i'm perfect? no la..i'm who i am, living my life to the fullest).

talking about holding back? well i do hold back sometimes - when i know i wont be financially able to get sumthing...but when i know i'm financially able, then that's the time i will spoil myself..

hahaha shopping list for this month? well i think i spent a bit more than usual! ehheh 7 books. a new phone, two polo-shirts for my brothers, 27 +++ pounds of grocery <-- this one i'm just putting it for the sake of putting it there...and coming soon? you'll know soon enough!! ehehhe alright dudes and dudettes...i gotta go and experiment with that new phone!! ahahah

p/s: go to mizah's blog (click here) to find out what she bought! ehehhe she's my shopping partner for the year!!! ahahah when i bought my K800i last November, she bought Samsung D900, we bought the phones together..ehheh now go to her blog to find out what she bought together with me (she was there accompanying me...she bought her phone first and she kinda convinced me to buy mine)

ciaoz...

late night show at home

what do we do when we're bored? and when we know we're not bogged down with work? when we know it'll be the only day that we can have fun? when we know next week week we will be stressed again with work and revision? and by we i mean my housemates and i..ehhehe

we watched downloaded movies on one of our laptops hehehe yea..we don't have proper equipment to watch it on tv...we did buy a tv but we don't have dvd or cd players...or the right cable to attach it to the tv...so the tv is just there for us to play games..playstations. and then we can't even watch channels..cos we haven't subscribed to them hahha the torture of not at home..real home..but it'll be just a month more..then i'll be home for a whole 3 months ahahahah

the night kicked off with us celebrating mai's bday...it was a modest party...rush cooked pasta..it was yummy! i helped too..in some ways eheh waited for mai to arrive from the train station..surprised her and sang her bday songs once she entered the living room...let her cut her modest cake..eheh and then we began to eat dinner together..eheh its been a long time we never ate together..the 7 of us..it was nice ehhehe and then the girls and us guys watched a chick flick 'John tucker must die' a nice movie..eheheh and then we chatted for a while and then cleaned up..then chatted sumore..then we watched 'Initial D' the movie....so all in all it was indeed a late night show..

speaking of late night shows..i've been very addicted to Akademi Fantasia..i was just surprised that im more into it than i was back at home..eheheh oh yea...i think the reason why is that its the closest thing to a local tv show..heheh yea i guess thats the reason...and that leads me to think that this saying is true and always true..now i hold it truer even more...ahahah you don't realise what you have until you've lost it...or sumthing along that line...living overseas made you think about stuff that you used to do back home that you really can't do here...like driving..like going to the movies..like you can eat at any restaurants without fearing or worrying about the halal-ness of our food...that sort of things..especially missing the ones we cared - parents, family and some friends that we left home..sigh ahah but yea..homesickness is the feeling i'm haunted with now ahhaa


well that's it for now...ciao guys

p.s. dont forget to visit mizah's blog...she's really really trying to make it the best blog ahahah and you can donate too!! hehehe and yea...its gonna be great! :P

Home is getting closer!

After a few months 'hidup merantau' (living overseas la) heheh finally we're down to a first 'last' month in the UK. (yes, we have to come back in September for our final year). Nothing much has happened..except that we have to finish torrents of assignments (As usual we're the last minute type students) but im kinda proud of myself (ehhehe wont hurt right to be proud of yourself) that i finished it a lil bit early than usual :) - hmmm just in time..eheh

I have to admit that I'm into one of Malaysia's reality TV show...Akademi Fantasia (it's season five now) and believe it or not..this is the first time i follow its development and I'm kinda immersed with the student's personality and i even have a few favorites amongst them...okay..one of favorites was voted out (not enough votes) last night...so it kinda suck...but i still have two of 'em so i still have the spirit to watch the show and show my support for these two...it's weird i never actually cared about this programme before...ahahha maybe its because i have free time and then it's the only show that's closely related to home..so i just watched it (by that i mean, downloaded it) and guess what..i got hooked on it..i even planned to watch their concert if they're coming to brunei (as i said..this is not the kind of me i'm used to).

enough about that...moving on! I created a group in facebook called "Lakastah bekurapak bahasa melayu Brunei" - roughly translated lets talk Bruneian malay...my objective at the starting point was just to create a group with catchy name..but soon after i realised it...i need to develop the group in order to appreciate our mother tongue (even though i am using it here...in my own blog..doesn't mean i don't want to use it) I'm proud of my mother tongue and it's cool! and i hope that group will flourish...so far (at current time of writing this post) i have 80 members since last monday..not bad!.. ehhehe so if you're bruneian..or any malays for that matter please join that group or have a lookie-through.. :)

and today 6th may 2007 is a birthday of my housemate - Hjh Mailiza..Happy birthday! god bless you always...and be happy throughout your life..

and TODAY!!! 6th May 2007 i received a blogspot link!! guess who its from!! - its from my dear Hamizah...or Mizah..remember her? i mentioned her quite often in the early days of my blogging here...yeah..that's her..oh yea..im excited cos she's the proud owner of "From the thoughts of a girl"blog - a newly launched blog authored by her!! here's the link. enjoy it..the blog is hers and it kinda reminds me of her..she likes pink! ehhe you'll get what i mean once you read her blog..its refreshing and she's very determined once she sets her mind to something..so is it worth it to read her blog? Definitely..all blogs are worth the read...why? People put their hearts in it! and furthermore she's the first blog that link my blog!!!! how coool is that and how thoughtful!! siok eh! after this i might get even lots of readers hahahah good luck and all the best to you miz...you'll at least have me to be your reader! :)

okay..im still in bed, its sunday and im still in bed..why? i dont know...my laptop you say? how did i update my blog if im still in bed you say? its cos im in bed lying on it and typing on my laptop..hehe yea im lazy..but im entitled to it..since tomorrow will definitely be a start of my battles with examination...exam starts on 24th May...two days before my birthday!!! how sad!! hehe no worries..its okay...i'll survive..the greatest gift i got was from me!! a two way ticket from london-brunei-london..yea..nothing trumps going home!! heheh no la..birthday presents will also be greatest gifts..ehhe hint HINT HINT HINT!!!!!!!!!! ehhehe


alright guys..i'll be off now..i wanna eat breakfast..sadly no one is preparing me breakfast in bed! hahha see ya around and read mizah's blog...and Happy birthday to Mai...good luck to DAFI MILA and SHAWAL of akademi fantasia 5..

Reminisce

Hi...i was just browsing my old friendster blog...and i thought i would like to share this. A previous creation of my mind. I would be a fool to admit it's got nothing to do with me..but hey...it's my past that shaped who i am now. Now I'm shaping myself for the future..eheheh here ya go (it's a bit mushy-mushy...heheh):

"Love...a lost illusion"

all these while I've been busy searching for love...all these years I've been busy searching for the right one...

when i did find love...when i did find the right one...

i realised...

it's just an illusion...

No matter how hard I tried to make it otherwise, it comes back to me in shattered pieces...

No matter how hard I tried to hold on to you, I ended up losing you...

No matter how hard I tried to be strong, I ended up losing the strength to carry on...

Indeed...Love...a lost illusion...

that i could never make into a reality...

-lufias265-

Slow like a solar powered calculator on a cloudy day

Slow like a solar powered calculator on a cloudy day

Another Rambling...

Please la...don't be a hypocrite! why? 'Cause I hate it...hate might be a strong word, but i really really don't like it. Anger? Yea, I am angered. Why? Because I am an observer and I know what ticked me off and not. What tick me off are not impulsive, it's been brewed over time to give you a good taste, but in my case - anger. That's how I manage my anger. Brew it. Then someone just might be lucky enough to shake it. Hopefully I won't explode. That brings me to another thing, I rarely explode, on occasion I only exploded a few times in my life (as far as I can remember). I only implode or vent it off by giving myself some 'me' time doing stuff that I know will make me very calm. The bad thing about imploding is that the remnants of the implosion still linger. Like a splinter of wood in your finger. You need to get it out. But the thing is, I rather implode than cause the unnecessary awkwardness. People can see my facial expression quite clearly, they can read me like a book, which I can say for sure is true most of the time. I'm never good at keeping it not opaque, no matter how I tried to fool myself and the rest, my facial expression will somehow betray me...

why bother!